your long around there people who really want are not on your side or at least not so close, if it can be a little or far better .
hate to make my life so complicated sometimes, that I allowed this situation, I can not change them because everyone is like, but you do not get into my life, do not mess with my honor, my dignity of person, I'm really tired of wanting to do what other people want because they are happy, because for them it is right, and never think of me, but what those people would be happy, always helping, being there, so I throw a dagger in the back, to talk about me, things that are not to blame for things that I have nothing to do, because it is very easy to throw the ball to others, knowing that they are your own mistakes . Treatment does not affect me, but it affects me and bothers me to be so, I hate feeling sad, disappointed, tired of all this.
After much thinking about myself, not others, I decided to break that circle that gets me what they want, no longer as this adage that came just at the right time "enough is enough" let yourself yourself to take the risk of destroying the old patterns that have prevented your energy flow.
That's what I want to live my life, my own life, without thinking that other people think or that they no longer think, no more lies, and I think all this made me not move, I'll take my own challenges, my our own failures, I have to get up to go on, if I'm wrong I who am wrong and that trip is not what others want.
I'm going to get away from these people who are my family, unfortunately, it is better that way, especially for me.
need to let my energy flow .................. Alas
Besos thousands 
